03/11/08
... and life carries on.

04/11/08
I'm sorry
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05/11/08
Little Jan

06/11/08
Forgotten

07/11/08
Chasing her tail

He felt that if they both spoke without dissumulation and straight from the heart, they would look into one another's eyes and Constantine would say nothing but, 'You will die!' and Nicholas would only say in reply: 'I know I shall die and I am afraid, afraid, afraid!' That was all they would say if only they spoke straight from the heart. But that would make life impossible ...
... therefore Constantine tried to do what all his life he had tried and never known how to do (although he had often observed that many people were able to do it well), something without which life was impossible: he tried to say something different from what he thought; ...

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He saw death and the approach of death in everything; but the work he had begun interested him all the more. After all, he had to live his life somehow, till death came. Everything for him was wrapped in darkness; but just because of the darkness, feeling his work to be the only thread to guide him through that darkness, he seized upon it and clung to it with all his might.

08/11/08
Part Three, Chapter 32 Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy

9/11/08
Nothingness

Heaven knows I'm miserable now

10/11/08
and the snow carries on falling!